Deb, I can't always find the comforting words that you need from me so I post a funny joke or send a cute picture to hide the fact that I am angry that you have cancer. After posting earlier, I held a pity party  in my living room because I didn't want to enjoy watching my birds at their feeders in the beautiful morning sun. There is a cardinal who comes several times a day, not always to eat, sometimes just to watch me....watch him. He is really handsome but I didn't want to feel good today while you were not feeling good.... so I wouldn't bird watch from the deck while drinking my coffee. I sat instead in the living room, angry and ugly. About 10 minutes into my party for one, my cardinal flew onto the bush outside the living room window and jumped around to make sure I saw him. He stayed just long enough to show me that even though I chose not to see him he is still here. I love you enough to change places with you right now, but I know that I'm not strong enough....or brave enough to go through your days.... I do know that God is watching and working whether we can feel it or not and just like my cardinal he will show himself when we are at our lowest. There is no doubt in my mind that He will bring you to a triumphant finish.  I love you and He loves you.